Just another short poem...
Have you ever met someone who gives you freedom? Freedom to be yourself in your entirety Freedom to escape previous restrictions and convictions Freedom to stop listening to the distorted noise surrounding Freedom to explore your own mind Freedom to truly love yourself as a working progress Freedom to understand why you are who you … Continue reading Freedom
I lost another one of my grandparents on Father's Day. I was woken up out of my sleep with the news. I repeated over and over again "No Mum." I don't do well with grief, I don't know how to handle bereavement, I don't know how to express my pain. So I've written a poem … Continue reading Grandad
The ability to wait I’ve struggled with patience Ageing without knowledge of what the future holds Praying to the spirits that it will resemble my dreams Watching my watch, watch time Anticipating the long hands movement forward Asking that it slows down Asking that time be patient Asking that time run alongside my life rather … Continue reading Patience
You've already won Stop beating yourself up Your vision is something to rival reality You have a dream Lubricate your belief And enter your freedom with ease Without a dream We can never wake up And have faith and hope for something more Something of desire All that you have yearned for The passion to … Continue reading You’re a Champion
Let's not pretend this is anything more than an ego stroke No real love No real passion Just someone who makes you feel as though you're on a pedestal sometimes As if you could be that trophy in the cabinet everyone desires The person who allows you to believe that they would show you off … Continue reading Ego Stroke
I can't handle you saying no To hear that you don't feel the same To know that you've never felt this way I excuse your absent words Convince myself that I can sense it Belief that I am not waiting in vain for no-day I avoid asking questions I have fallen deeper in your silence … Continue reading Can’t handle it..
Anxiety To be stripped bare naked And still be fully clothed It is to be the victim Whilst also being the perpetrator It is to cry with fear When fiercely leading soldiers into battle Do you know how it feels to win externally And yet still be losing internally Do you know what it is … Continue reading Anxiety
Sitting here with tears streaming Been in the same spot for so long I'm drowning Suffocating for a lease of life Crying until I've forgotten what I was crying for Continuously feeling a lack of control Seeking temporary fulfilment Then I'm back In the dark Wondering if everything I've believed in so far was only … Continue reading I smile
I think I've lost happiness. I don't know where to find it. I was told that it was hiding within me and nobody else could help me find it, no matter how hard they tried. I never gave up the search, never gave up hope. Every time I thought I'd glimpsed it it would run … Continue reading Happiness